Important Update and a Brighter Future

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Edit:Seroiusly guys, if you dont watch mark i highly suggest it. he's an incredibly sweet and dedicated guy who's there for his fans and only means the best.
ive been watching his vlogs since he literally started his channel for the past maybe 6 hours straight and to see how much he's grown each and every video is insane. by the time i post this ill be watching more and more vlogs that show just how dedicated he is.

But seriously with all of you help maybe one day ill be able to be a insperation to others and be able to meet this amazing man even if its for a few minutes, it'll be worth it.
to be an inspiration to others is just the best feeling in there world. ill hush. if i go on any more ill end up rambling more or even spamming with updating this journal a few times more.





now off to watch a more recent Thank you video before i've watched them all Pikachu Crying Plz Pikachu crying plz




Since i'm rarely active on here any more i just want to say this before i disappear with out notice.
i love deviantart don't get me wrong but... ive grown distant from it. I've lost most all my Closest friends on here and i really dont have much a reason to get on, well even the internet lately besides youtube.

I have been drawing but i don't know if ill post any of it here... or for awhile.

I have about 3 drawings i will post here before i disappear for a bit well i go in and delete most Everything.

I am still choosing between names well i hopefully can get a headset so i can start youtube also and eventually hopefully i can get a computer of my own and even maybe a camecorder at some point.

i haven't really said much but a few youtubers have definitely been a huge insperation to me, especially Markiplier.
He's such a sweet guy and really is trying his best to do the right thing and has created one of the best communities yet.

After watching all his vlogs and watching him grow as a person just makes me watch to strive to do the same.

I don's think ive really said this but this last year maybe two years ive been an emotional and physical wreck and finally this week i had enough. after throwing away Alot of my stuff i no longer needed and taking a few steps to make my life better including trying to get my fears an emotions in control in order to try and get a summer job so that way i can start getting used to the world around me.
I was incredibly isolated growing up. Due to just being me my mom and my sister, and the fact i just never really got out of being stuck to my mom or sisters leg when outside of the house or let alone anyone i remotely know just so i don't have a panic attack.
Im afraid of what i dont know and thats bad. its why im trying to change what i do know and even if it means leaving art almost entirely behind me for other things i wanna do it so i can get a better chance of a happier life. no i wont abandon art comlpelty, might still go to an art college, but i do wanna find other things to do.

i know im gonna be kinda repetitive about this but i wanna do youtube to help me be more talkitive, to be more open about what i'm thinking and well, to make others smile like countless other youtubers have done to others.

i want to do it not to be famous, no that's not the intention but to make people laugh, to smile, to be happy.
I want to do this because i see it as beneficial to me And others in a way, And if i can get enough support hopefully one day. maybe a few years from now ill be able to meet a few of my youtube heroes.

If you wanna keep in touch with me or to see what im up to i have a tumblr, twitter, and instagram.

tumblr (leaftooth), Instagram (Evertooth), And Twitter for the hell of it (evertooth).
though i've had my tumblr since maybe even 2011 i think the info said, i havent really used it tell now.
the twitter was just a random thing to check on every few months
and well my instagram was used for daily drawings id post and occasionally pictures of myself.
Tumblr ill be using for art along with possibly stuff like this. if i dont wanna make a journal like this... Twitter is just, ehh there but i might start using it later on for join.me updates now that im going to be doing speedpaints for the time being (tell i figure out a permanent name for gaming)

again sorry about this... im gonna try and keep making art, but for myself, for what i want. See this past year ive been mostly drawing becuase its a distraction, yes occasainly to improve, but its just been something to do so  DIDNT have to intereact with anyone inperson, strange right? its become more of a chore to draw and im sorry that thats happen.

if i dont get this account cleaned up soon and i do fingure out a new username ill probably just make a new account. but thank you to everyone who's been there supporting me, trying to keep me happy, and well just being so sweet in general if it werent for all of you i dont know hwere id be right now, honestly.


If any of you, let alone one or two of you just help spread the word and help me grow as i try and take a chance with youtube and other site its would mean soooo much to me and you have no idea.
I want to grow, but  not if people dont want to be by my side as i do.

Markiplier even admits if it werent for all of his friends and fellow youtubers let alone his loyal subscribers he wouldnt be anywhere right now.
it took him 11 months alittle under 1 Year to gain 100,000 subscribers. Its amazing really, and that was a YEAR ago.


i know im no markiplier but if any of you would like to help, again it would be the world to me. i want to do this to make all of you happy, to bring the same joy other youtubers give. i want to give back for all that they've done for me for others.



Sorry /w\ but seriously thank you to any of you who took the time out of there day to read all of my ramblings whether it was other countlass journals along with tihs one or just popping in to say hi occasanily, it really makes my day.


ill go catch up on marks newer vlogs well drawing what I want to, to make me happy. *rubs eyes* hopefully the tears stop soon....
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hatoCAFE's avatar
Are you really leaving?
I'm gonna miss you Ever, I really, really will.  
I don't know what to say, I'm glad you're happier now but it's sad to see you gone.  I understand you're moving on but it's gonna be a little emptier I guess without your cute little chibis in my inbox.

so if you're really leaving, I guess goodbye has to come sometime, right?